today I was surprised by the news any more unpleasant odors .. arghhh
I failed the test phase of one .. uaaaaaa.
I feel very very annoyed at all makes my heart was breaking more destroyed than the pain of a breakup. Hoho Animashaun T.T
failed new one what if a lot of oh my God nauzubillah min zalik I'm not like that. I've tried my very best to try to test it in any way I empty out the bad but the result is not that like a parent I expect, I've made them this morning because of disappointment in me .. astagfirullah I want to apologize as my parents but I was not able to express it, the weight .. I will make my existing they moved because of this failure. but they are my beloved parents, when I failed in what they do not want them to support me with a smile still love them, there I moved I was devastated not because of anything but I salute them, they are trying to slam the bone let me get into college high that they want but I can not do it.
I know the feeling of failure is more pain than they, as my mother said, " maybe it's not sustenance for you and you have to believe God is with you when you fall like this and maybe God will give sustenance other than that " .despite all of that weight I received but I have to be sincere with what happened today, " that not all of what we expect to happen at the time and it definitely will happen but there are other times " (like my boyfriend says).
now I have to realize what I have today do not have to regret what happened but have to think how the continuation of the story of my life tomorrow.I failed the test phase of one .. uaaaaaa.
I feel very very annoyed at all makes my heart was breaking more destroyed than the pain of a breakup. Hoho Animashaun T.T
failed new one what if a lot of oh my God nauzubillah min zalik I'm not like that. I've tried my very best to try to test it in any way I empty out the bad but the result is not that like a parent I expect, I've made them this morning because of disappointment in me .. astagfirullah I want to apologize as my parents but I was not able to express it, the weight .. I will make my existing they moved because of this failure. but they are my beloved parents, when I failed in what they do not want them to support me with a smile still love them, there I moved I was devastated not because of anything but I salute them, they are trying to slam the bone let me get into college high that they want but I can not do it.
I know the feeling of failure is more pain than they, as my mother said, " maybe it's not sustenance for you and you have to believe God is with you when you fall like this and maybe God will give sustenance other than that " .despite all of that weight I received but I have to be sincere with what happened today, " that not all of what we expect to happen at the time and it definitely will happen but there are other times " (like my boyfriend says).
I have to prove that I was able to what they expect, able to be who they want.
now I'm in my slump, with a million and even more so in my mind this
but I believe God blessed me with all this ordeal because I was able to fatherly through it.
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